I think I just may have had enough ( Read more... )

I just talked to my mom. Julie spoke with her and said I could not go home because I have had enough time off spending her money with my boyfriend here. Now, in this claim she is full of shit on both counts. Daz got here June 30. We spent that night here because I was supposed to be watching the kids. Julie promised me the 1-3 off. We were ( Read more... )

My heart is breaking and I feel numb at the same time. Is that even possible?

It hurts so much.

Some pictures from his myspace. All of my pictures are at home.


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Nick Tine died last night in a motorcycle accident. He was pinned under a car and he was in critical condition for a few hours before he passed away ( Read more... )

Hey guys! My cell phone managed to get wet and the speaker doesn't work, so if you need to get a hold of me, call me and leave a message and I'll get back to you on the house phone here ( Read more... )

I do apologize for all of the negative entries and all of the swearing. I'm just having a difficult time right now. Feel free to continue skipping my entries, as they are nothing but complaints.

I fucking hate it. WHY? WHY, why WHy? For everyone I know, they struggle with things and they end up happy. And I have to struggle and then I'm still not sure how happy I will be in the end. Why can't everything in my life just be normal like everyone else? Everyone else has black and white and shades of gray. I end up with fucking magenta!

If you and your best friend were having a conversation about a problem you were having with a person who you love very much, and in that conversation you said very eloquently everything you wanted that person to know, do you think it would be right to email that conversation to the person (with best friend's consent, of course)? I'm curious about ( Read more... )

I spent all day in lingere stores trying to find something for when Daz comes down. No one had anything good. Or if there was something good, it didn't look good on me. I give up ( Read more... )

Meme stolen from Daz's brother because the kids are away and I'm bored...

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