I went to the summit today, and i think i nearly cried. i think i maybe felt a tear for the first time. ironicly there was a girl sobbing uncontrolably. that speakers words were very strong. but what i realize is maybe im stoic is because of loneliness. hardened by being bymyself for such a long time. and maybe i need to stop being the lone wolf, ( Read more... )

man i can't decide on a song to put as my theme song. there are so many songs i like that will represent me but i dont know which ones 2 choose. hmmmm... hey ill give a list and ya'all vote ok ( Read more... )

Does anyone think im lonely seeing as i dont feel anything anymore i cant tell anymore. maybe...

The other night i had the same dream i had about the one i wrote about a month ago or so and maybe i interpreted it wrong cause im still mystified about.

All about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?::Chase Middle name?::Roberts Like your name?::Sandlin Named after anyone?::"Visa Chase" Any nicknames?::Twinkle Toe, Chaser Age?::14 Birthdate?::6/13/91 Birthplace?::Statesboro GA (although raised in savannah Time you were born?::1:00 pm Current location?::Stilson Ga Height?::5'9 Like ( Read more... )

You scored as Lonliness. Lonliness is what causes your depression. You are alone, with either little or no friends, and you most likely aren't close you the ones you have. Perhaps being around people scares you - perhaps your scared that by trusting them you will be hurt, or maybe it is you don't consider yourself 'socially acceptable' and feel ( Read more... )

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why am i overlooked, sigh, why am i the otherguy. then again i dont like attention nvermind but i dont want to be ignored entirely. and i try my hardest to be normal but it always comes back to haunt me and i cant take it anymore i would much be alone than to be betrayed one more time. i am nearly incapable of betrayal because well look at my past ( Read more... )

come o think of it im not scared of being numb but letting people end i am numb because i have been betrayed but o too many times and the scars r still hurting and i dont think theyll ever stop and i dont want to feel anymore.
life has given me more than its share of suffering.