in case anyone should or knows or even has a LJ anymore or for your nosy behaviour. A person near or used to be near me who became weak and died as of yesterday and i will be attending there funeral saturday so dont bother reaching me i am not in mourning, in fact i am angry (even though i dont show emotion at all)so if any of ya'all are nosy ( Read more... )

does anyone ever have these anymore

hey i see the tree's are green again ( Read more... )

I feel a fire building inside something i can never control if im pushed over the precipice. The next time someone engagaes me in combat know this i am trained to kill(no sueing for deadly force) i will give you the option to look in my eyes and see the fire in my heart the pain in my mind I have always said never let instinct cloud your judgment ( Read more... )

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Emotions+ Basics +Are you emotional ::yes Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few ::no What about movies ::no What emotion do you usually feel ::Apathy, deppression, anger, love, Loneliness + Sadness +What does it take to make you cry your heart out ::Noing that a girl i like wants nothing to do with me How many times have you done that ::few ( Read more... )

Hey guys i went to the drill meet today, and we did great aside from the commander missing the command. But he redeemed himself well from that color guard performance in which we placed 2nd. but i did feel extremely empty when i saw somwhere there i hadnt seen since the 8th grade, i felt so lonelly after the meet. and damn im such an idiot i ( Read more... )

You scored as Love. Love is the cause of your depression. You have most likely been used or heartbroken by someone before, and this has hurt you badly. Yet you are determined to find your one true love, knowing that they will make verything ok for you again. Your only fear is you'll never find them, or that you will be used/heartbroken again. ( Read more... )

i dont kno what it is but its like ive got this thing in the pit of my stomach and it hurts (not physically)every time i sigh i feel a little relief. but it always comes back i dont know what it is but i dont know what to do. i cant cry any more and i havent cryed in about a year in a half. i feel broken. just someone help me please...

today after drill team today. i saw michael popps brother joey, and when they were comin in the front gate i heard them screamin joey,joey,joey... and so on. you see joey's a mechanic in the army and they dont get to see him much but. when i saw his family come up to him like i felt... envy, jealous i dont know but it maybe realize that im the ( Read more... )