I slept well again last night, after having a long chat with my new roommate and soon to be good friend.  I am glad to know that he is as awesome as I first thought.  During my sleep I had an amazing dream.  One like I haven't had in a long time.  I was in my parents garage, and there were these two spheres made of metal with all sorts of ( Read more... )

Moved to Bend, new life, new place.  Things are looking up for this town and I am excited to be here.  Most of my old friends are gone and starting their lives, but I can't help miss them.  Nobody knows what life will bring, but we can all hope for the best.  That is what I am doing right now, hoping for the best.  Summer is upon us and I am so ( Read more... )

This statement does not stop soon enough, the corrected version should read "What is a man but a miserable pile?" nothing more.  That is all this corporeal world is, a place to embody suffering and to go through hell for one another to find some fleeting moment of happiness that causes you to think that everything is going to be okay.  That little ( Read more... )

So, it has been some time since I have looked at this and I am feeling kind of nostalgic upon looking back at my college life.  My first post was freshman year and I can see how full of wonder I was after my first year of college was over.  Then I can see how I decreased in wonder and how my posts became more callous.  I don't know why I started to ( Read more... )

Do you ever have that feeling that you are going to die at any moment just because of all the emotion inside of you?  Right now that is how I feel.   As of this morning I have lost the one thing that kept me alive, and now I feel lost without it.  I remember it all so vividly and cannot close my eyes because every time I do all I see is her and the ( Read more... )

So here I am back at school, and loving it so far.  I missed everyone while I was gone and am glad to have (most) everyone back.  Going to bed late and getting up early is starting to take a toll on me though, but it is worth it to spend time with the ones I love.

Anyways, I am just really happy and wanted to share that with the world. 

Again I am faced with the delema, what feelings do I have at this time of the year?  Do I feel good because the hollidays are near and I have no stress of class/work,or do I feel down because my entire life is changing for the first time in three solid months?  My new family that I have found at school is going home too and we will be gone for ( Read more... )

I know the title sounds like a Harry Potter book, but the feelings I have are so strong this year.  Later this very day will be the chem final I have studied for, and then tomorrow will be the soc final and then the semester will be over.  This makes me think where the time went, what did I do for the last three months?  Then it hit me, time spent ( Read more... )

Sitting in my room
eating pie
loving life
Time of my life 

Really, sickness is a demon that is coming for me, and when I have something important to do, that demon comes out of nowhere and spider-monkeys me, making me ill.  It seems that I have mild food poisoning which means...no more bowl o' eggs for a while.  Anyway, been sick all night, vomiting and stuff and now I am drained.  Not much I can do, but ( Read more... )