There you are. I can smell you ( Read more... )

Can't, can't, can't do it. I can't do this thing with Artemis. He's nice and all... but we have nothing in common. He's 19 and in many ways acts like he's, well 19. Go figure. I keep doing the, "Did I act like that back then?" talk with myself. I have come to the conclusion, that no, I had fucked other people and thus, was not that awkward. All ( Read more... )

I just got back to NYC and everyone needs a piece of me. Oh man ( Read more... )

I left LA. My mom and I are closer than ever and my dad and I aren't talking. I could point fingers and freak out. But, being on the road have given me clarity. So, this one just needs time. A LOT of time. I'm willing to stay silent and know it's still an activity. What I can say is that man has a lot of anger he hasn't worked through. I heard him ( Read more... )

Son of a fucking bitch! I'm leaving for California in a few hours. I will be in Santa Cruz, Ca for a week. Los Angeles, Ca for a week after that. Then, driving back across the US through some states I haven't been to ( Read more... )

In your most vulnerable state of reconciliation ( Read more... )

When we ran free 
We were never really free
Spirits cast shadows on swollen tombstones
Our souls once roamed in a lifetime previously lived
Back then we were slaves to other Gods 
Who didn't believe in us
Or men who took the title and unrelenting emotional taxes
Earned by our blood drenched sweat
In dark corners of our proverbial cervixes
Nowadays we're ( Read more... )

I miss Santa Cruz tonight more than ever since moving to the East Coast. I think my friends out here are sick about me talking about it ( Read more... )

I am not a woman. As a woman I was raped.

I am not a man. As a man I am a rapist.

~Fe(lix) Namaste

I spent the day with Andre. It started out with this long talk we had earlier in the week that turned into, "Hey I miss you. We should spend a day together." It was mutual. It is mutual. Things are unfolding. I'm manifesting what I have been asking for in the past. Somehow these things are wonderfully opening themselves now as great opportunities. ( Read more... )