tomorrow and the next day and the next day and the next day are going to kill me.

cody and i need to spend more time together. i completely miss her. jessica doesn't live here and that's a horrible thing. todd is gone, not fun. everything is not how it used to be. what i would give for how things were in high school without all the fucks that didn't matter, just the people, not the classes. mr. starkey's bio class with ( Read more... )

what would i do without talking to you almost every night for hours. especially about passport cameras. :)

No I am not oblivious to what is going on around me and how things are going to go. I just choose not to pay attention, or at least try. I suppose I am just supposed to ignore everything, you know because it's just done that way. No I can't, but I do try & of course I fail, completely. Tonight everything got to me and I don't even care to talk ( Read more... )

what have i went and gotten myself into? running me over with a car and breaking my hips would be less painful. in a different fashion of course. other sean wanted me to come over tonight at fucking 4 am. i wonder why. what a fucking loser. oh, i told him so, so it's ok to shit talk. haha. my parents and i and some of their friends went to ( Read more... )

wrong place, wrong time.

today turned out rather well aside from my car thing. i did my paper that i should've been working on nearly all semester in a few hours this morning and got an 80% on it. i got a d+ on my synthesis part of the grade, what an ass my subjects flowed dammit. haha. ok maybe not. i was just kind of rambling and copy pasting quotes from bush & ( Read more... )

I'm going to see Cody today I'm pretty sure. Oh weee! I miss her.

Someone hit my car last night.

one more thing. i can't wait until summer when i lay in my bed thinking about everything as i stare at the ceiling as i do most mornings on summer days. it's times like that i come to realizations i should have came to yesterday. who am i kidding, i will never figure most things out. this is sort of a creepy thing to think about. i need to ( Read more... )