for the life of me, i could not pick a card out for my dad's birthday.

so i am 100% set on moving as soon as i get the money. there, that's that. stephanie, coming?

my fucking lord. must you or you or you be fake to me? maybe it seems real when i'm near you, but my oh my am i ever wrong. why i keep on is beyond me. always will be no matter the situation. i love to get into things that i cannot find a way out of. yes, i'm serious. no. i could be talking about any one of you, but names and situations are ( Read more... )

in the end it doesn't matter, so live for now.

BlindKoRn30 [2:54 AM]: esaphogous
LavenderCupcake [2:54 AM]: haha!
BlindKoRn30 [2:54 AM]: lol

...stupid orange county california & tempe arizona. give him back.

...>>there is.something exciting about leaving everything behind.There is something.deep and pulling leaving everything behind.something about having everything.you think you'll ever need.sitting in the seat next to you...>>

i get to see john tomorrow. how weird. i get to go shopping too because i said so. i never see john anymore only because he had to move out and go to a real school. haha. meadow pointe is much closer than downtown you ass. sigh. im tired. my mommy loves you john because she feels bad for you not getting it on with danielle or something. ( Read more... )

I think I'll go anti-love. Really, who needs it? Butterflies in the tummy and hearts skipping beats. That can't be safe.

This is going to seem like something a really stupid person would say, but maybe that's me right now. Its such crap how much you actually need some people. By need I mean without them all you want to do is cry and sleep. Just knowing they're there is good enough sometimes though. Sorry to everyone that I haven't been spending any time with. ( Read more... )

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