I believe I figured some things out this week. I have more people to call I just have to get off my ass and call people or make the effort to hang out. I guess I just thought people would just call me and set everything up. I am trying to change alot be more active. I need to lose some weight and make it make to my old weight atlest. How do ( Read more... )

Things have been alright Just having fun good times with some good people plus made up with someone that I messed up with awhile ago which is a good thing I bowled a 202 203 206 on friday after the holidays i am probably go to stop drinking as much as I have the past two weeks and work out again I have been in high hope the past ( Read more... )

I am tried of being strong I am tired of giving for others I don't know I just want to sit down and cry but my eyes only water for stupid things like some stupid movie that makes no sense for me to cry I have 6 days off and if a couple people didn't come over I had no one to hang out with does that make me sad I have no one to hang ( Read more... )

Just wish all walks of life could get together

Tonight was just a night of everyone getting together and having fun I hope most people had fun but if not I am sorry

Sorry for having a free kegger and people not respecting our rules

Just have a good time and enjoy life by the way Kyle and I never lost at beer pong

Well just wide awake at 1 when I have to be up at 5 good night of playng euchre now just can't sleep thinking of the wrong choices i have made basicly costing me to be alone but she/they are happy so that makes me happy at least thats what i try to fool myself with ( Read more... )

So alot went on tonight it was a crazy night just know that i am a nice guy and i finish last but tonight it was a good thing that girl was crazy and self sacrifice is still what i think i am here for i will listen to anything as long as i know it is making someone else or couple other people happy and i still don't understand why ( Read more... )

Zach Braff is an awesome writer love the movie Garden State wish I could find a love like in the movie but I guess that is what everyone longs for ( Read more... )

well life is not so good i guess shit is just going crazy if i don't get control it will just be so far that i will never be able to come back i don't know what is going on i try but it doesn't work i give in friends family that is all that matters if i have to give up the one i am ment to be with for family so be it i know people won't ( Read more... )

I don't know what is going on in my mind lately. I guess you can call me bio-polar kinda I will be all good then something would pop in my mind and it just kinda brings me back down from my cloud. That one thing is just my long for that one person. That one person to share life experiences with. So in a couple years you can look back and ( Read more... )

Well alot has happened I am still working 55 to 60 to 70 hours a week 6 days a week, I've got the race car back together, soon to be driving on the street. I maybe be getting a raise making around 14 bucks a hour ( Read more... )