I don't want to go to raves anymore ( Read more... )

Beth-dear is looking for a Seattle-area apartment, as near to downtown or capitol hill as possible, and if not there, then in the shallow north end. if anyone has tips, tell me, I love you. and also, if anyone knows how to make good money fast, tell me about that too.

p.s. I hate dealing drugs :\

I miss everyone. I wish I had someone to talk to right now. it's really lame, but every night I get really fucking, inconquerably lonely. this is, I presume, part of why I am so useless. this is why I pay $3.00/gallon for gas twice a week to fill up so I can make it somewhere to sleep anywhere but alone. what is emptiness? it is when everyone hates ( Read more... )

I'm really sad and angry at thieves tonight ( Read more... )

hi. my name is Beth and I'm becoming an alcoholic ( Read more... )

I owe hopper the new caledonian crested gecko one squashed banana meal.

Simon comes back tomorrow. I am biding time. and sewing clothes?
must clean off my bed before the sheets rot off. :\

almost everyone is upset with me right now, including myself ( Read more... )

all my Lent resolutions have effectively gone to shit. officially. but I have new, real life ambitions that are not going to be kicked in the ass by my outrageous self indulgence ( Read more... )

happy monday morning. I already did part of my sleeping, so I might just skip the rest, or resume in a few hours ( Read more... )

I'm really lonely in my room, doing response logs. need something like 16 more by tomorrow. it's really tedious more than anything ( Read more... )