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It's been four months now....
Well it's been four months now that me and Carmen went our desperate ways. It's funny how you think that something is Going to last. But it isn't. The only good thing that probably came out of this is my son and my daughter. Which will be born in September. Which it's almost here. Who knows one day it will all be ok and you make these illusions up ( Read more... ) -
New start.
Today was a semi productive day as with the help of Christina I have found a place of employment. Now granted I can only work in the mornings, I think that the basis of it consist of I have a job. Now that being stated I told Carmen and she kinda seems upset. I think that all in all I need this job more then I can say that I do. I quit Wendy's for ( Read more... ) -
The Truth will sometimes hurt more in the long run…
In a time and age where people think that honesty is a commodity, I find that it indeed actually hurts more then it helps. A friend of mine is in a bind. the guy that she had lived with for 8 years, is and was cheating on her for like 6 years. she found out the only way that life allows us to find out. with her own two eyes, she is still ( Read more... ) -
25 Years old and all that crap in between
well lets see, its been about a year that I updated this and well i'm not one for feeling bad about the stuff, i decided that it was time that I updated it. I am at this moment complacent with my life and the fact that things are all looking up for the moment. {finally catching a break!} I feel as if all my past struggles haven't been in vain, and ( Read more... ) -
All of the kings horsemen and all the kings men....
So today after work I went to talk with Carmen about her mom, she appears to have gone to her ways again of saying stuff to Carmen behind my back. big shock there right well as I was saying. She complained to her about leaving the kids alone for periods of time and of me not being able to feed them at the proper time. Now the las time I checked ( Read more... ) -
Twisted ankle
So today I am just lying here on my bed. It's just so droll let's see my day in a nutshell take the kids to school and then fall and severely sprain my ankle now I'm not supposed to go to work till Monday but I have to attempt to go on Sunday. Well life is just all cruel for me and it's sadistic ways are no more then a punishment for things I do. ( Read more... ) -
This odd feeling
Well today was an odd day for me for you see i really and truly dont socialize with many people, but today was diffrent i hung out with two coworkers last night and frankly i had fun doing it. They were talking all through our shift about paranormal stuff and well i can surely tell you that well it was fun. I hadnt done that in a long time and ( Read more... ) -
Merga Finale Section one complete
So j have been like writing this book for like forever done so many editing reviews to it that i feel like the first eleven chapters or section one is finally complete yay it took me so many sleepless nights countless hours and many days pondering with the finale of section one and the beginning of section two i feel like a part of me is gone now ( Read more... ) -
The lying lies and dirty secrets of ....
Since the beggining of my high school years there has always been a confusuon of what was right and what was wrong. I knew that there was a correct way And the incorrect way of doing anything. So all said and done there was so much time wasted on you the effort was just a waste of my time, thus i have come to the conclusion that you and i were ( Read more... )