There are times when my insides sit very still. Those are the times ( Read more... )

This sucks, because I gave up on it.

though i try to look away
shy away
so intense and so unforgiving
this couldn't possibly
this couldn't be
arms wrapping tightly
holding close
and now
touching and constricting
a tight escape of breath
so urgent
so intense
a craving so compelling
a need so real
never let this go
this knowing ( Read more... )

Shut up. Just shut up.
What the fuck where you thinking?
You're fucking stupid and this is all your fault.
Look at what you've done.
Are you happy now?

Just shut it up!

I'm in the mood to write...

What is it about these tones, these small, distinct sounds that perks ( Read more... )

We could forget the ties that bind us, watch it all slip away. It would ( Read more... )

The world is hollow and it's crumbling beneath my feet, leaving an abyss so deep, I'd fall and never stop falling.

I've been taking walks at night and the silence has blinded me.
It could be... that I'm failing.
That I'm falling.
That all of this isn't real.
An illusion.

Can't be.. It isn't. What am I going on about?
I speak sometimes like I'm not from around here.
I speak with a certain tone, I use certain words.
I don't make much sense anymore.

A song, a familiarity so profound, so delicate and precise from so long ago. Seems like a thousand years has passed since then yet it's still so vibrant and clear. I can feel it still, like a slick rain, falling close against my skin, taking away what it will. This was so long ago, a thousand years, and it's still so keen in my mind. Let's forget ( Read more... )

So strong.
An intensity,
unfocused,
enveloping
and overwhelming.
Breath coming fast,
heartbeat following,
quickly.
So quickly.
Everything so strange.
Head so dizzy,
so blurred.
Nothing making sense.
Doesn't have to.
Skin so soft.
Tingling and shivering,
though it's so warm.
So hot.
Lips part for a sound.
Nothing comes.
Can't breath anymore.
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    Faded yet bright
    Gloriously bright
    A child... a young girl
    leading a lie some would never dream...
    Not in their craziest...
    Most acidic nightmare
    "Live a cliche" they say
    They won't hurt you anymore
They love you...
Remember?...
          And so they say
          And so they say

I don't know why but I choose to ( Read more... )