ah, it's been so long ( Read more... )

so, there's someone interested in me. it's nice to know. the trouble is, i'm not the relationship type. i can't handle it. i don't fall in love. and i'm not even remotely what he needs, despite the fact that he thinks he can change all of that. and i'll break his heart, and i know his heart's one that can't afford to be broken. and i wish i were ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while. sometimes, i forget i have this outlet for useless confession, because i do most of my useful confessing in a good, old- fashioned, composition book. it's just as likely, however, that someone will read this post as it is that someone will happen upon my journal in my room. thing is, my journal can't give me advice, ( Read more... )

OPTIONS OPTIONS OPTIONS.

Taurus April 20 - May 20 ( Read more... )

pemaquid is a nice place.

college. i have so much to do, and i just keep procrastinating, hoping it will get itself done. honestly, whose idea was it for college to be such a ridiculous ordeal? it's so frustrating, especially when there are other options. i mean, i could see myself taking a year off just as easily as i could see myself going to ( Read more... )

GOOD ( Read more... )

lately i just feel like i know too much.

last night, i got to sit in front of jackass and make little kids cry.

hey, if you could just make up your mind, or, you know, leave me alone, it would be greatly appreciated.

please tell me school's going to like, get in full swing
and also, be fine. and good. and easy.

so, who's taking me to homecoming?

eeek, field hockey practice tomorrow 8:00.

eeek, court date tomorrow 1:30

eeek, senior pictures tomorrow 3:00.

je suis le procrastinateur extraordinaire. hey, my AP english isn't done yet. hey, i've only visited one school. hey, i'm going to fail at life? hahah, oh god. i'm in for a bumpy ride.