well, as long as you're reading this...You wouldn't ever get it, because you even lie to yourself. I really wish I still could. Please stay out of my life. Thank you.

So I'm fully moved out of my moms now!! Its so nice here at my daddy's. No traffic in the morning, just birds and the lake!...oh yea and actual food that I don't have to buy!!! Well, I have to go get ready, D and I are taking her little cousins to Michigan's Adventure. Man I love that girl! Well, I'm out! Xoxo!

i have surgery today at noon for anyone who cares and would pray for me. thanks!

or at least in the top three! and I'm not too thrilled with my night shift nurse tonight, it doesn't work so well when your pain escalates to the point where the crap they give you doesn't work, or she puts it so far up your freakin IV you cant even feel it for another half hour! I seriously feel like dying right now! And I wouldn't doubt that I am ( Read more... )

So I was suppose to go to see Phantom of the Opera today, something I've been looking froward for forever! However, I was diagnosed with strep on monday, which wasn't a big deal since i was supposed to be all better by yesterday...however I wasn't getting any better, so my doctor sent me to the ER where they found this like infection thingy on my ( Read more... )

So I haven't done this in quite some time...my internet no longer exists at home, nor does my life! So quick update, I spend 99% of my time either working (Tiny Treasures Daycare) or at rehersal (Beauty and the Beast)...By the way, tickets for the show are on sale now. Its May 4-6 at 7:30 and May 7 and either 2 or 3, can't remember. If you love me ( Read more... )

So a quick update since I don't really have internet anymore...basically, I'm going insane. I love my job, I love Grease, and from what I know of it, I love Beauty and the Beast...but all three together are about to kill me! It probably doesn't help that I've been sick for a week now and I'm gonna cry if I don't get better soon. Secondly, I'm ( Read more... )

So as most of you already know, the Matt-Zee dramatic saga is over. I've been done officially for 1 day thus far. And let me say, I feel like I'm taking my first steps. I'm not saying in any way that I wasn't absolutely in love with Matt, I probably will be for a long long time. But for the last few months things just haven't been the same, ( Read more... )

So I have my audition for Beauty and the Beast tonight and I'm nervous out of my mind!!!! EEK!!! Please, PLease PLEASE pray for me to do well!! If I do my best and don't make it at least I'll know I gave it my all, but if I screw up and don't make it, I'm always gonna wonder...and be super pissed at myself! So please pray for me and wish me luck ( Read more... )

"Something has changed within me, something is not the same. I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game...Its time to try defying gravity, and you can't pull me down...I'm through accepting limits cuz someone says they're so. Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know. Too long I've been afraid of losing love I ( Read more... )