how i can be strong
i've asked myself
time and time i've said
that i'll never fall in love with you again

sometimes i just want to start fresh...I feel like my mind just keeps bouncing back and forth between feeling the comfort from my longterm relationship to wanting to try something new and fresh...I want to feel how it is when winter turns to spring...like I can start all over again and experience the initial burst of love and happiness from a new ( Read more... )

For some reason i feel kind of lonely tonight. Well, this whole week I haven't been able to talk to Mike very much because he's on some cruise from Seattle to Alaska, and he doesn't have much reception during the trip. After two days straight of not being able to talk to him at all, yesterday we got to chat many times, and of course, he had lots of ( Read more... )

what do you think of moving in together with your boyfriend before marriage, or even the thought of marriage in the near future?

hmmm i've been reading all these cohabitation before marriage articles online and the stats don't look so good. now i'm trying to find an apt to live in on my own...:(

wahhhh

i'm going to hawaii , and i don 't feel uneasy anymore ( Read more... )

i got into uhawaii med school...and i was super happy for maybe 24 - 48 hours before all my worries started to sink in ( Read more... )

someone save me from this apathetic state i've fallen into. i really don't like it. but yeah, no one can really help me out of it. i think it's just my sad realization that all the things i said i would never become is happening and i'm not doing much to stop it.

hello my dear friends ( Read more... )

have you ever studied so much for a freakin exam expecting to do well then take the exam and not be able to do about half of the problems? YEAH THAT FREAKIN HAPPENED TO ME. and i haven't even started studying for my final tomorrow coz i spent all weekend on orgo. GRRRR DAMN YOU ORGO DAMN YOUUUUUUUU :(

i guess i have another long night ahead of me ( Read more... )

At the urging of m.daggie and my bad mood, I am updating ( Read more... )