somewhere in time is a beautiful movie, and i'm fairly certain that i could watch it every single day for the rest of my life and never get tired of it.

... i don't like feeling this way. i'm frustrated. it's all just so damn stifled right now. i want to let so much out, and it won't come. everything is hitting me on the surface, but not hitting me hard enough to crack me open and let it all out. and i can't figure it out- am i controlling this? am i deliberately repelling anything that might ( Read more... )

i think it's noteworthy (there's the understatement of the fuckin century) that the BFA audition was on wednesday, and it went unbelievably well. i have never -NEVER- walked out of any sort of audition feeling as positive as i did yesterday. if there was ever a time when i needed to come through with a kick ass monologue and the confidence to go ( Read more... )

i have another analogy. deal with it ( Read more... )

i've decided that the progression of a relationship is like a ride at a fair (i am refraining from using the analogy of the rollercoaster because it's too damn cliche... even though this is going to sound like i'm talking rollercoasters.... i just won't say it). hear me out ( Read more... )

this weekend was so packed full of stuff- i haven't felt this productive in such a long time. i don't know what the deal is, but something in me clicked and out of nowhere i found the motivation to get a ton of shit done. and it feels freaking amazing ( Read more... )

i am lame and didn't realize that people had listed me as someone who should do their quizzes. so i'm catching up ( Read more... )

i'm pretty fucking tired of cryptic away messages and annoying journal entries ( Read more... )

was there ever a time in your life when you tended to say things only because it's what you thought other people wanted to hear? are you still in that point of your life? it's not terrible to do it once in a while. pretty much everyone i know, myself included, has been guilty of it at one point or another. but it really bums me out to watch really ( Read more... )

it's the unexpected things that are always the sweetest. i think i've always known that- that things seem much better when you don't plan them out and try to predict what will happen... when you just let yourself fall into the moment and hope for the best (without trying to decide what "the best" will be ( Read more... )