-and so it is ( Read more... )

You Have a Choleric Temperament
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i was talking with cris tonight about some of the things that tend to bother me about people. things like seeming disconnected or aloof, things like being over dramatic, etc. and i was getting worked up about it... i mean, i was adamant. "why couldn't they be different?", i wanted to know ( Read more... )

it's hard to describe my thanksgiving break... being in NYC for the holiday was pretty damn cool, and we did so many amazing things. it felt so nice to see my family's faces after going three months without seeing them at all. my definition of home has really changed a lot over the past year- i think i understand now that home is the place where ( Read more... )

now i remember. now i remember why i felt so at home when i became friends with all of you, and why i felt so empty when you weren't a consistent part of my life. what an amazing night. i have so much love for you.

and it feels like home

THANKSGIVING AND FAMILY AND MANHATTAN IN LESS THAN 48 HOURS

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done and done. i just finished memorizing my lines (yes, ALL OF THEM) for elisa's practicum ( Read more... )

i hadn't cried (well, not really) since may. and when i finally came apart at the seams and let it go... i found out more about myself than i think i've ever learned at one time ( Read more... )

i never thought that i'd describe myself this way... but i am a pushover. i am a doormat. i have put up with too much bullshit, and i have been taken advantage of. every time -every single time-i've wanted to say something, i've hesitated. i've held it in, because i've wanted to be a good person. a good friend. i've wanted to see the shades of grey ( Read more... )

how do i begin to describe what i am feeling right now ( Read more... )