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A Very Bad Day Indeed
I feel depressed... It's something I haven't felt in a long time. So long that I'd forgotten what it was like to feel this way. Empty. Complete and utter lonliness.
But it's understandable to feel this way. My world has come crashing down, and things that I'd put my faith in have crumbled all around me. I'm finding I'm not so alone though. There ( Read more... ) -
My Pledge... Of Sorts, Lol.
So today (or rather 2 hours ago) was Salem's birthday. He's a whole 2 -years-old!!! I can't believe how fast time can be. Oscar I feel I've had for an eternity. But with the cats it only seems like a year. No more than that ( Read more... ) -
MIA...
Well, what to say here? I've been away for a little while. Almost a month now. Away from the net, not away from where I live ( Read more... ) -
Trapped...
I'm starting to feel that huge sadness in my heart again. I thought it had dispersed. I imagine it's because I feel so beyond escape right now. I'm so stranded, away from everything and everyone. I used to have those couple of drives each fortnight, and they kept me sane. Without them, I feel I am falling into the abyss of total isolation ( Read more... ) -
Bad Luck...?
So it's been a really bad month for me. To add to the fray, I just fell over yesterday and now have a severely sprained foot. I didn't even think spraining a foot was possible. I knew an ankle could be, but damn, a foot? So I'm struggling to negotiate my way around the house. It's very disheartening. I feel stupid cause I fell. It was so ungraceful ( Read more... ) -
Complicated
I've had a pretty good day I guess. Some highs and some lows. Around 9.30am I heard a knock on my door, and it was my brother's girlfriend, Rachel, telling me there was a phone call for me. So I was kinda worried because I'm thinking I'm going to have to hang up on this person *sighs*, because well, when I was 18 or 19, I ran up a $1600 phone bill ( Read more... ) -
To Violence Against Women - Zemphy Says No!!!
Well I went to sleep about 10am this morning. I went offline at around 8.30am, but my mind kept pondering on subjects that really didn't matter. I've never been home for so long. Really miss having my wheels right now. I seriously need to go to the library, so I can borrow some novel writing manuals ( Read more... ) -
Decided to Come Back to LiveJournal
Yeah, I know I haven't written in this thing for years and years, but I don't know. Xanga just doesn't have the same feel. Plus too, I'll be able to download a program that makes posting entries ( Read more... )