Bad couple of days actually... Everything's just really screwed right now. I feel pretty alone. Not lonely - just alone. I don't really have anyone to talk to. I guess that's why I figured I'd write it here. What else am I going to do right? Keep everything inside I'll go insane. Though half the time I feel like I'm already there. I'm even taking ( Read more... )

Well, I knew this was coming so it's no surprise. I had the intuitive feelings. They've always been really helpful in preparation. The other thing is that I've got a good head on my shoulders so I see signs. But just to make sure I wasn't being paranoid I spoke to Zach and a couple of my other friends who agreed with me whole heartedly ( Read more... )

Today started out fairly normal. For some reason I woke up an hour before I was supposed to and couldn't get back to sleep, so I ended up going up to talk to mum and to also find out what she was doing for the day. I told her yesterday that I wanted to get the last boxset of Rurouni Kenshin because today would be the last day of a $30 mark down. ( Read more... )

Well today started off in an annoying fashion. Normally I don't have to drive the kids to school on a Thursday so naturally I was in no rush really to get to bed. I finished a couple of chapters in Eclipse and when I woke up it was 6.30am, actually it was probably earlier. The puppies' insistent barking was what woke me up, blah! So I got up ( Read more... )

Man, what a shitty day! I got up, skipped breakfast, brushed my teeth and got ready to take the kids to school and go to town to sign a bunch of papers for the house we're buying. Well, I didn't actually sign them. More I sat there and watched mum sign lots of papers. So then we drove over to Wizard Home Loans and again I sat there and did nothing ( Read more... )

Not a whole lot happened today so this post probably won't be very long. I stayed awake from 4am onwards. Though I've got a sneaking suspicion that I didn't sleep much from midnight onwards. I know I was awake for ages, tossing and turning and then waking up and sleeping very small bits. So I think I went to sleep properly around 8am-ish. I gave ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a funny day. I went to bed pretty late. Around 3am or so after I'd finished a few chapters of New Moon. I woke up at 8 to take the kids to school and tried to come back home and sleep but because it was raining the puppies went silly. They kept getting stuck in the fence. They'd get their heads and half their bodies through but their ( Read more... )

Today's my dad's birthday. He would've been 63. It's awful to think he died at only 55 years of age. That's my mum's age this year. Actually dad didn't even make it to 55. He died before he even celebrated his 55th birthday.The worst thing about my dad being gone is I feel like I'm already forgetting him. Forgetting his voice is the hardest. I wish ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated in ages. My mum did lose her license for six months. She gets it back on February 1st of next year. Till then I'll be doing most of the driving. I heard tonight that my cousin is going to jail for drink driving so it could be worse. To be honest I didn't even know you could go to jail for drink driving, wow do I feel silly =P ( Read more... )

Well I guess an update around here is a good idea. I’ve been pretty busy lately so I haven’t had a chance to really post anything. A lot of big things have happened this week. My mum had her license suspended and looks like she might lose it on the 11th. So that means that I’ve kinda gotta be the reliable one and drive my mum around and my brother ( Read more... )