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ok thats it
i can't hold it back anymore, sorry if i piss anyone off but it's how i feel, i still love everyone but i need to let this out ( Read more... ) -
memories...
i was just listening to APC 3 Libras... fuck that song brings back memories, katrina was only like a year old and i was in a band called mushroom cloud and we used to do a cover set at this bar on fridays, we made good money doing it, anyway the guitarist antone, he was so wonderful, we wanted to do that song we practiced, he played the violin for ( Read more... ) -
my return
i know i have been gone from my journals, blogs, what the fuck ever for a few months, i just been all blah so here is whats been going on the past few months ( Read more... ) -
this thing
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You....
not that you'll never read this but what the hell ( Read more... ) -
i have no witty title....
well i'm feeling better then i was... thanks to everyone who offered me kind words and everything.... i hate getting depressed i feel like such an attention whore... anyway... so friday we saw bag 100 at hanover's... i like hanover's because it's like 10 min from the house and you can smoke in there.... it was a good show... i got to talk to kelly ( Read more... ) -
pain...
i hurt, i hurt very very much.... i feel cast out and i don't know why... feels like my friends really aren't my friends, like maybe they just don't have the heart to tell me they really don't like me... it is very possible i'm just paranoid.... i think i was wrong about josh... nothing bad against him, you don't choose who you care about... again ( Read more... ) -
oh my...
so last tuesday was my 26th birthday.... was very nice... shadow took me to macaroni grill, i felt very fat afterward... he also got me a mixer (FUCK YEAH!) and we saw lucky number sleven, which turned out to be really really good.... then saturday was the party... that was VERY fun... very good party, so many of our friends showed up, even ones we ( Read more... ) -
my birthday...
yup tomorrow is my birthday, i'll be 26..... shadow is gonna take me out to nice dinner either sushi or italian.... should be great.... and saturday is the party... yay birthday party for me... i can't wait.... anyone who wants to come is totally welcome.... well as long as i know you and you arentt a rapist or something.... i just want as many ( Read more... )
