So here are the two most prominent dreams or dream-themes that recurred for me growing up. I have since stopped having them as frequently, but I would very much like to remember them, as they seem to provide access to the depths of my subconsious:

The Cosmic Machine Dream:

This is the earliest recurring dream I can remember, and the one that has made ( Read more... )

 
I've been learning a lot lately.

Most of it, I've forgotten.

But one of them is that the full moon makes people crazy.
And going back through memory just proves it.

And another, is that life doesn't really throw you something really good after it throws you something bad, to balance things out. What actually happens is the bad continues, and ( Read more... )

Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute of every day Every minute ( Read more... )

♫

I write a thousand songs for you a day
But I never run out of things to say
You're my Ulysses that I'll never end
Now that I fucked up, lost you, sweet friend
Everything is in the trash, and it's my fault
I've destroyed us, I know, it's unrecoverable
If there's a God he will repair your heart
If there's a God, send her an angel
Make him handsome and ( Read more... )

All life is metaphorical. Life is a metaphor, for itself. Life is a metaphor for Life ( Read more... )

Welcome to the Human Race.

Jñāna
In Buddhism, it refers to pure awareness that is free of conceptual encumbrances, and is contrasted with vijnana, which is a moment of 'divided knowing'.

In Hinduism it means true knowledge, the knowledge that one's self (atman) is identical with Ultimate Reality Brahman. It is also referred to as Atma Jnana which is frequently translated as ( Read more... )

Reminder to self and others: This post was intended as a rough draft, and I would like to edit it later to do more justice to the experiences herein described. Also, I've been meaning to write this down for a while, but it finally came out in response to a thread on 420chan.org/psy/, in which was asked, "any epic experiences on shrooms that changed ( Read more... )

So I dropped acid for the first time at 4:30 pm yesterday, thinking it would be over in 8-10 hours like shrooms, couldn't get to sleep at 5am, and went to work at 8am this morning without sleeping. End of story.

The key is to maintain awareness of awareness. Stay focused on reality and don't let it get out of sight. Always stay focused on the entire picture, and be aware that you are doing so, focusing on the study of the essence, reality.