health update

[zenithstarcrash]

Had my MRI done, blood test done, new orthopedist appointment done, new psychiatrist appt done. I feel like I've seen such a slew of doctors!

Good news - I don't think I'll need knee surgery! I'll have to start physical therapy asap though...

Also, I started wellbutrin again today.. need to better manage my anxiety and stressors... they lead me to

Comments

[panda07]

Its realy good that youv recognized that your depression has come back,thats half the battle right,seeing it for what it is and getting help.iv known peole who wont seek help and others who will not take meds, like they are some sort of poison and carry on walking the "black hole" alone!well done youxxx

[zenithstarcrash]

Thanks :)

It was some denial that it was coming back for a while... but then once its back full force there is no denying it really. I was very hesistant to take meds the first time around, but my mom has a psychotic disorder so I know what a world of difference meds make for her, and so I figured they could make me who I really am. When she's not on meds, she's not herself at all.. she's a screaming, crying, hallucinating monster. The ability of a drug to bring back my mom was so clear to me, that I had to try it.