A lot happening, not a lot of time to sit about.  New job that I love and that keeps me busy.  Getting married in a few months.  Going to burningman.  All busy things.  I've been not caring about my weight as much, and I've even binged a few times, and yet after about a month of bingeing and eating healthfully in between I'm just about the same ( Read more... )

Deleted them :) sorry!

Had my MRI done, blood test done, new orthopedist appointment done, new psychiatrist appt done. I feel like I've seen such a slew of doctors!

Good news - I don't think I'll need knee surgery! I'll have to start physical therapy asap though...

Also, I started wellbutrin again today.. need to better manage my anxiety and stressors... they lead me to ( Read more... )

...and holy crap its like 60 pages long.... I'm going to format and condense soon so that people have some context for me :)

I've been posting this a lot, about depression and getting depressed, so I might as well stick it here for anyone who cares ( Read more... )

My knee is getting steadily worse. I injured it skiing the weekend of 12/28, and its getting worse.  My health insurance was a mess, and I cried a bunch about it yesterday when I was at work (embarassing!!!) because I missed the application deadline for this other insurance company by 3 days to get coverage for May 1st.  I was holding off on seeing ( Read more... )

i feel like i don't have enough time now a days... its hard to find balance. Working 9-5 sucks, especially when it takes just about 2 hrs each way to commute....
monday night - laundry
tues night - MCAT class
wed night - therapy
thurs night - dinner with friend and fiance
friday night - birthday of fiance's ex gf
sat day - meeting w/friend for coffee, ( Read more... )

feeling almost bipolar recently.. some things are going so amazingly well...

like:
this weekend my dad came to visit me in SF from CT (i hadn't seen him in 9 months since I graduated school and moved) and met my FIANCE. Yeah, I got proposed to on March 12th.
And he liked him!! A lot! And my fiance, brendan, likes him as well! its so amazing, it made ( Read more... )

Bored at work... new journal time.  w00t.