I can't tell anyone. but. I feel so alone.

Last night after I got off the phone with Amanda I realized how much I missed talking to her. Like always. I'm slowly letting myself become attached again but a part of me warns that it might be dangerous. To get close to someone again. To some it may appear stupid that I should let one girl change my view on relationships and how to go about ( Read more... )

Do you ever get the feeling that noone gives a shit about you anymore ( Read more... )

Yeah, so my birthday was yesterday. It wasn't anything special, it didn't even really hit me til like that morning at work. I have to say though it was one of the worst. The day before I went up to my mom and just randomly I said, "Wow, it's my birthday tomorrow". She replies, "Well fuck you, you didn't say it to me on my birthday so up yours." I ( Read more... )

mmm Sunday..

I just got home from work and it was an easy day. Worked on end caps, hit the cup isle, and back wall...easy shit. Tomorrow will be hectic, we get shipments on Monday. Yeah so I had a lot to talk about but now I'm sort of speechless, hw great is that?

Yeah, I'm off to the gym now, I'll probably update later.

- Christopher

The other day was my last day of testing at Nova Southeastern University for my learning disability, Christina, my examiner said that in verbal skills I rank in the 99 percentile but in math not so good. So she says that I just might be learning disabled in math. NO SHIT SHERLOCK ( Read more... )

Ok, so today is my day off ( Read more... )

Ok, I think I'll write my day out before I get too lazy ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a very strange and scary dream ( Read more... )

Ah, more time for another entry, yeah ( Read more... )