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i hate when people tell me that ill find someone in college or sometime soon its all bullshit no one could ever love me i dont even love myself.i will never be good enough for anybody. there is someone that always is gonna be better than me, and you! remember that.that person that u think loves you will break ur heart anytime they please.so dont ( Read more... )

whoa i need to dust off this livejournal. well anyway swim team is almost coming to an end and this year is flying bye bye. i take my driving test on the 3rd wish me luck please. lol i hope i can get a b in mr kearney's class.guess what i have'nt been drinking much maybe i start start again i feel that some more clouds are gonna come a rollin. i ( Read more... )

man no matter what i do iam not happy... i think that maybe i should stop drinking beer... i really need someone to talk too right now.. but i dont think he cares,will anyone care iam so tired of being sad how can i stop ,myself from being this way..listenig to led zeppelin and pink floyd makes me really happy and horny lol hahahaha i feel like ( Read more... )

ha iam so drunk and high it feels great. i was walking home tonight and i saw these two old gangsta black ladies and i went up to them and started talking to them and then they gave me some chicken wings how great is that. and then christain and jenna come down the street how priceless is that haha. mad fights happened tonight i saw like all 3 too ( Read more... )

ha this new years is like the rest of my new years... depressing. i think it will only get worse as the day goes by ( Read more... )

i feel like i dont have a best friend anymore does she even care.iam so alone right
someone save me..

merry christmas to all!!!

this christmas was the best

i gots lots of cool stuff and other things...

please dont let this good feeling end

****rachel****