The last six months have just absolutely flown and it's no wonder that Rendragnet sent me an live journal nudge the other day telling me that it has been 21 weeks since I have have updated here. Let me see if I can remember back that far and bring you up to date ( Read more... )

I think I just ended a friendship with someone I have been friends with for a long time. Looking back we have probably been going in different directions with different priorities for the last couple of years, but the issues have intensified this year ( Read more... )

Some really good things have happened in my life since my last post. I have three new things, a new bedroom suite, a new car and a new relationship. I'll talk about them in the order that they occurred ( Read more... )

Today was a crappy day at work. My clients were flighty and totally off task. Then there's my boss, who makes me feel inadequate on a daily basis. I often wonder if there is anything that I could do, that would make him respect me. Today we were meant to have a meeting so I could show him some work that I did at a course I went to in my ( Read more... )

I promise to update on the weekend when I have time. But for now answer these ( Read more... )

My dear friend Sonnet lost one of her closest friends last week. Sonnet lives in America and her friend lives here in Australia. Sonnet can't come to Australia for the funeral and it is really tearing her apart ( Read more... )

Today I'm home from work because I lost my voice yesterday. Anyone who knows me, knows how much I struggle with having no voice.

The last couple of days have been an emotional roller coaster. Within two hours on Friday I had gone from being on the BIGGEST high and then sunk down to the LOWEST low. It felt like a major bipolar moment and made me ( Read more... )

I had the hardest time getting to sleep last night. The last time I remember looking at the clock was around 3am. I had all these thoughts running through my head. Thoughts about different people and different situations. Stupid thoughts about things I think I want but know I can't have. Thoughts that I don't even know if I could talk to ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is technically the last day of the holidays and to be honest I don't feel like I've had a break at all ( Read more... )

I'm so tired tonight. It's been a very busy first part of the holidays. I'll try to give you a quick and not boring recount of events ( Read more... )