well, today is the day and there is little to be said of that. i have found that beer makes the best dinner. a cold becks suits me anytime ( Read more... )

i am so sleepy. everyday is the same...i can be full of energy for the entire day with the exception of work. it is dull and a mistake takes forever to fix. i need some rest. i am going to call bess today because i am not an entirely bad person. hopefully the afternoon will go faster than the morning. pushups are all that help--and i dread the ( Read more... )

so. i feel happy. i want to sing that song from liar liar....happy happy day. ok thats horrible. just for the record--karen is out of control. everyone should write something on wednesdays. those are the big days you know? keep on trucking.

So this whole arrogant elitist thing…..it bores the shit out of me. Hmm…it also has a tendency to enrage me but not at the moment. For now the world is looking rather yellow-it is for this reason I am having so much trouble typing but that isn't very important either. Actually livejournal is all about the unimportant, the mundane, the silly, and ( Read more... )

daily drinking makes my body feel off but these times of change require some discomfort that is purely physical. honestly i don't understand. summer is here but the sensation of freedom is missing. i don't know what it is. maybe this job....maybe the world is just too threatening most of the time. my dreams have been amazing and every morning i ( Read more... )

There is something tedious about the last few days, some sort anguish festering in the pit of my stomach. It is sickening….when you haven’t eaten and acids still want to rise. How I detest how liminality, the whole thing makes it difficult to breath. Its time to move on in one way or another….that could have so many different meanings-I am not ( Read more... )

peter when you get bakc from your little trip give me a ring. how were those lovely inspirational letters ( Read more... )

i have just been abused. really. it happens every so often.....i get trapped. stuck, listening to a dense little man in a russian hat who just talks to me--no he talks at me. he doesn't even look me in the eye. perhaps its religious, i don't know for sure and i don't care at all. i care that he comes into my office, sits down and talks. it makes ( Read more... )

noppers i said i would update but i have nothing to say. the conversation next to me is ridiculous. jesus it makes me sick ( Read more... )

i am really disappointed and that is all there is to it. i feel like i am on pain killers but really my senses shoudl be working perfectly. pox on borris for giving me this report. and damn dr. scott. i guess thats it. i got a hot dress and even hotter lingerie.