well boys and girls. the research has commenced. text monday i have a twelve page research paper due. the cute boy said two pages a day and i plan to follow the strategy. convient--not to stressful. its exactly what i need considering the other two papers that are due this week and the modest mouse concert. this life is busy. i can't wait until ( Read more... )

so noppers made me a new page and its pretty sweet. I recomend you take a look. Peter how do you expect to get ahold of me before 9pm? I work buddy. Well, i'll talk to you someday.

for the record i found another dead plant. That makes FOUR. I wanted to cry but i was running late.

its the little things that count today. i woke up late for volleyball (6:10) and then the battery on cy's car was dead. i was so bitter. its unbelievable but i have a feeling that things will improve. if this keyboard doesn't drive me crazy first. wow. just so you all know i am a california resident. what do i want to do with that? ahhh!! there is ( Read more... )

my plants are dying. i forgot them when i went to seattle so they froze. i am attempting to revive them but i think its a lost cause.

printers infuriate me. today the lab guy wasn't here so i had to go to the office and get them to open the lab. and then i sign on the computer and it says my rpinting account is 4.60....for 8 pages. 60 cents a page. christ my head almost exploded when i read that. i considered demanding to know the source of this injustice from the smug monitor ( Read more... )

if any of you have the royal tenebaums soundtrack you know the song "needle in the hay"--i thought i should just let you know that i really like that song, and the singer/songwriter Elliot Smith who wrote it killed himself. his girlfriend found him with a stab wound in the chest. his music is depressing so i guess it fits....too bad though. it is ( Read more... )

so i feel like a wicked person because i have been busy with school and sick while noppers has been here. but when she escapes solitude on her home front all will be well in the world of art and film. i will grace the blupers with my presence as always. really i am failing in this world today....tomarrow will be different. austin knows. these ( Read more... )

noppi i hope you read this. i can pick you up thursday evening but it would be best if you called me when you get there. you will be able to reach me at 779-9498, 773-8903, or 556-2126. 928 is the area code. I will be at one of these locations thursday after 4:00. that is when i get out of class. i will leave when you call me. reply or something. ( Read more... )

all i can say is that i am disheartened that bruce deleted his post. i thought we were forging a new drama for the libidinous opera watchers. alas. my stygian personality has failed me once again.

i wish i had an explanantion for where i am in my life. i don't see the good in much of anything. every act is futile, every breath is wasted, and every action wrought with guilt. it comes down to the fact that the human race lives to die. every moment of my life is building to my death. then the rotting will commence it its entirety (i am sure it ( Read more... )