summers almost gone and schools starting soon; its 11 more days.i feel like ive made so many friendship stronger (i.e. with kelly and kenza and chelsey) and ending some that might not be the best for me in the long run.something good always come out of things that are bad right? i need a new computer.i guess we're moving by the new year around the ( Read more... )

today was a bomb day
i skipped school saw my chelsey
went to an NA meeting got my 30 day chip even though thats some bs
but i did have 31 days just the last few days i fucked it up
pictures soon of that emo bitch

i talked to julie a few days ago,we are on cool terms but hopefully things get better.people make mistakes and im glad she is forgiving me. anywhoo im going to grant fo summer school, and i see lauren almost everyday.i miss her honeslty i do. IT SUCKS!! but hopefully shes doing good, she looks happy and i guess thats all that matters.im taking math ( Read more... )

im taking ap english ap world history h bio geometry FIRST SEMESTER:journalism SECOND SEMESTER:speech FIRST SEMESTER:soccer SECOND SEMESTER:basketball
thats more or less then what classes i have for my classes hopefully i can get some sort of spanish class in or take spanish somewhere else
GO LANCERS!

this year has been dfficult; most because i was figuring out what i am going to be and what i was going to do the rest of my high school years.i still need to figure what main sports i am taking.soccer or basketball;sports or percussion just along with my school and it seems like next year is going to be even worse as i get a job and work harder in ( Read more... )

i am so confident now i have a new set of main friends.i feel understood i can easily tell them open and free.i'm turning my back on the people i hung out before because i realized how patheic they are.i can do what i want to do exactly instead of withdrawing and going on ventura to shop around and go to headliners.that wasn't fun to me i only put ( Read more... )

i feel like i have to say she is my life and i love her when i am not sure if it's true.best friends are suppose to listen but i can't explain my feelings.i wish she can just understand them and not judge me because i am confused.she tells me things i don't like to hear and get upset but don't take them to heart.i wait for her, and in my opinion ( Read more... )

i don't know what to think of people sometimes.i don't think my best friend understands how much focus and effort i put in.everyone changed except for a few people.my life is stable but i have that unsure feeling.i hate picking sides and making up my mind on emotional concepts.i hate being the one person you can break then come back to.i wish i was ( Read more... )

"The New You ( Read more... )

i want to get published in the look-look magazine, that would be awesome.i don't think i am good enough or if i am too intense and not right for their magazine.but i really want to get my notebooks and thoughts off the ground,so people my age can get inspired.so people know that some else is going through the same thing and try to understand from a ( Read more... )