hey everyone... ive been ordered to update but i dont feel like it right now... lots has happened since the last update but ill talk about it some other time. bye

i dunno... life sucks, nothing good ever happens to me... so does this vacation. nothing to do and its going by so slowly. i bitch too much... bye.

not too much new with me... same old shit, goin downhill again lol. but this weekend was pretty good ( Read more... )

finished my community service... yay? hmmm nothing going on... im a boring person... i cant wait to get out of nashua, i want to leave soon... i dont like it here. im tired of the snow... i want summer, and the people, and all the shit. hmmm done bitching for now... oh and fuck valentines day, its a lonely one for me.

well my weekend started out boring but it got better. friday i did nothing. saturday worked and then leanne called me and wanted to hang out. so i went and picked her up and met her friend kate, she is nice. we did lots of random things, it was fun... they are crazy :)... lol. saturday i met them at pizza hut and we ate with 2 other people. after ( Read more... )

hmmm... so many thoughts... it seems like when everything is going good for a while it all falls back down. and ive realized i can be a mean person and not even realize it. i dont mean to... i just say things that i shouldnt or i say them the wrong way and im misunderstood... im sorry leanne ( Read more... )

god damn it. i should never think.... or atleast never tell people what i think... i drove around today thinking about stuff that was bothering me... and i told leanne, and she cried. now i feel like shit, i made the girl i like so much cry... i didnt mean to... i wish i could take it back... im so stupid.... im a fuck up what i can i say?

friday i hung out with kira and ray. we went to funworld, that was kind of fun. after that we drove around and messed with people. leanne called around 10 but i didnt get her call and her phone was busy so we all went to her house and stole her. went back to rays and fell asleep. kira woke me up and was like leave leave... lol ( Read more... )

today didnt do much, went around with ray later in the day and his car died again... i gave everyone a ride home and then went home. leanne called and i went and picked her up... was fun... didnt really do much everything was pretty much closed but we talked a little bit and drove around ( Read more... )

friday i hung out with leanne all night :). it was pretty fun, i like hanging out with her... we got cheesecake, then we went to the mall, to shawns, drove around... got lost in manchester, then to a party. the party wasnt much of a party when we got there, all the alcohol was gone and people were leaving... but we watched jay and silent bob then i ( Read more... )