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I LIVE!
It's been well over a year since my last post. No internet until now. Things got better for a bit. But then they got so much worse. I promise that I still use this site for.....something. I've cut a lot of ties in the past year. It may have been good for me to do so, but I can't help feeling like my world has been absolutely fucking shattered. I'm ( Read more... ) -
WEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEE......................
In good spirits, so far. More on this soon ( Read more... ) -
All Good Things............................
It's been a month since it ended. I wish I knew how to move on. I honestly thought I had for a moment. But of course, just when you think you've gotten over something, you realize that you can't listen to the radio, or watch movies, or even wear certain articles of clothing.
There is officially nothing for me here now. After several years of trying ( Read more... ) -
Agony And Ecstasy...........................
Stupid, vile, defective-ass body! I haven't been in this much pain in years! I almost can't fucking bare it!! I'm so goddamn tired of feeling like this, day in and day out! I honestly don't know how long I can deal with this. Even if I'm sitting down or something, and I simply move an arm to answer the phone or smoke a cigarette or anything! That ( Read more... ) -
WARNING: SOGGY EMOTIONS AHEAD......................................
"What's wrong, Adam?" Everyone keeps asking lately. Well, here it is. You've been warned ( Read more... ) -
The Ultimate Denial....................................
Depression is being tired, when you're never able to sleep. Depression is pity, when you hate others' sympathy. Depression is longing for more, when you never acknowledge what's already there. Depression is the feeling of self-hatred, when the arrogance is concurrently overwhelming. Depression is the repugnance of emotional discomfort, when a ( Read more... ) -
I Guess We Can Smoke Resin.................................
If this falls through,
Which I hope it doesn't
Because he said he would call
And we've got the car
Plus we're motivated
And it's Friday
I guess
You've got that resin
Somewhere in the dresser
From around Thanksgiving of ‘05
That we can sample,
Could be way worse.
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.....Sooooooooooooo......Yeah....................
Okay. So, I don't pretend to have ever experienced these feeling before or to know what they're about. But I've really needed to get this out lately. And honestly, I don't know where else to post it. So here it is. Please, just bare with me ( Read more... ) -
Craptastic..................
Right. So apparently, me trying to start my own business is just a "hobby" that will never go anywhere according to so called close friends. Also, do to my near impossibilty of finding a job no matter what the fuck I seem to do, my dear mad mother keep trying to covince me to try for disability. I'm sorry. But I'd like to think I can do better ( Read more... ) -
It's a dinosaur named Yadslooflirpa, Though Not Really.............................
So here it is! My first real post of the year. And what are the odds that it's on April Fool's Day. Oh well, I guess in the original sense of the holiday, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Much has happened so far. Most of it good. I went to MidSouthCon29 this past weekend. I ran a Worious game and helped start a group heckleing session in the movie room that ( Read more... )