Botch.................

[zeronine09]

Suicide...well...

They say suicide is painless. But attempted suicide hurts like all fuck the day after.

I had a moment of weakness and I'm sorry to those involved. However, there is only one way out of rock bottom and that's up. So now I guess I'll just have to see how far and long I can climb. I feel ashamed, extemely ashamed. It's almost like I've

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[valarltd]

((Hugs)) You know you can call anytime, right?

I'm sorry you bottomed out. It happens. Been there myself and with my kids. Like I said, call as needed.

[zeronine09]

Thank you.

[farceprophet]

fuck you, adam. my friend actually did just commit suicide the other day. RIP Jamie Witt!. you just want attention. do me a favor and forget you know me.

[zeronine09]

J, I am truly TRULY sorry to hear that. I didn't want to hurt you or the memory of your friend. LJ has always been a sounding board for me when I've fucked up in the past, so I thought it would suffice with this. Again, I'm sorry. I generally say the wrong thing. I don't want to lose your friendship, or anyone's for that matter. It's not that I want attention, I'm just trying to work things out. Please understand. Some of the shit I've experienced lately isn't my fault, yet some of it is.

Next time I go through some thing, good or bad, I probably shouldn't post it on here. Maybe I should just get a notebook or something. I am SORRY. Please forgive me, please.

[farceprophet]

dude, i honestly dont care what you post about for the most part. its just that when people are really depressed and want to commit suicide... they dont post about it. if you really want your friends to talk to you or be there for you when you are depressed, just ask them. dont post things like this... because for those of us who have been hospitalized for suicide issues (i.e. myslef) and have lost others from suicide... its a slap in the face. if you truly need help, try the church health center... they can get you enrolled in programs. or try the memphis mental health clinic. but whatever you do... never post something like this about how you tried to commit suicide... because if you were really wanting to do it... you would have done it. dont worry about my anger with you... deal with your shit and get better.