joe signed the renewal for his apartment yesterday ( Read more... )

joe and i went to our first invitational yesterday. i had trip kings...little did i know she had a boat. it was the first damn hand. i was first out in a tournament of 100+. and i won a first out prize, poker for dummies. AWESOME! i know i made the right call, so i wasn't that mad. it just sucked having to wait for joe ( Read more... )

i can't remember what i wrote last ( Read more... )

the only physical things i got for my birthday were a pink plastic spikey bracelet, and a new car. new enough. an '03 ford escort zxs, which means it isn't ugly like an escort, but sporty and totally cute! :chuckle, guffaw, giggle ( Read more... )

those were the lyrics i was listening to right before i slammed into another car ( Read more... )

wow...that was some night. you would'nt believe me if i told you. actually, i wouldn't want you to. that's a fucking memory, alright, but damn, i'm glad i don't see those people every day ( Read more... )

i thought i knew what a difficult decision was, but now i'm actually faced with one. i don't have time to elaborate, and i doubt anyone could really help me with this anyhow. it's something i have to figure out on my own. just...wish that i have clarity of mind, or pray, or whatever it is that you do, whenever you see fit.

what a strange night. i ran into jermaine at el chico, we had lunch, then i dropped him off at ryans. MUCH DRINKING, calling into work because not having enough vodka in my system is a "personal emergency ( Read more... )

he cheated on me. i finally know for sure because he admitted it. of course i had to prod and say the right things and ask the right questions, and come on. i'm not an idiot. and then he said he was sorry and he never meant to hurt me, and he didn't even like her, and he still loved me, yadda, yadda, yadda. i couldn't believe the cliches that ( Read more... )

well, now this is very depressing.

some news has been broken to me that can't be good in any way. i suppose it's still possible that what she said is wrong, some misunderstanding, but when someone comes out of a room wearing only a towel, well...it's hard to assume anything else. isn't it?

i don't know what to do.