You know...it's really sad that something like this has to happen for me to start REALLY thinking about the things that matter and the things that don't. Mainly about people and friendships in general ( Read more... )

Things are good as of late. I can finally breath a sigh of relief when it comes to bills, if only for a little while. It's nice to have that feeling ( Read more... )

So into myspace lately and I never have time to sit down and write anymore. I've been on the internet about 30% of the day, which is a shit-ton for me. More time spent on it today than in the last month combined, no doubt ( Read more... )

I'm at a private poker room in...don't know where it is. Won $140 last week, lost $40 on Tuesday, put down $20 last night, got up to $130, then lost it, so technically lost $20, and now this guy I like brings me to this private poker room, and I lose $40. And after all this losing, I'm still up $20 ( Read more... )

I never went to the job interview I talked about in the last post. I got lost on the way there (the second time mapquest has failed me in regards to getting directions to job interviews - after that there was a third ( Read more... )

Going for a pre-employment assessment tomorrow. Supposed to be four hours long. Yay. I looked at the online study guide, and thought it would be much harder. So I'm sure I won't have trouble passing it. Maybe the personality part...I think those are the things that really mean trouble for me. Every job that requires a personality test, I ( Read more... )

Wow. I feel so disconnected from everyone. I was never really good friends with most of them, anyway, but I miss them just the same ( Read more... )

I'm going to downtown today...to court. Going to try to work out this warrant that I've gotten by not paying or appearing for a speeding ticket that I received before moving to Denton. I already missed the early line, because I wanted to call to make sure I would'nt be arrested if I showed up there. City Attorney's secretary said no. But if I ( Read more... )

i really should write more. i need to clean. i moved in with joe a couple weeks ago, things are going well. i went to his family reunion with him last weekend. he said his dad must like me because he didn't mind that i came. he usually doesn't like his girlfriends. that made me feel good. i'll write more later. don't feel like it now.

joe is playing piano in the living room, and damn, he plays so beautifully. it fills me with this warmness, and i just want to melt into him ( Read more... )