Dammit this sux.......I hurt so fucking bad and there's nothing I can do....Fucking up past the point of being able to do anything about it.....time after time again.......when you think some one will stick around they dont because it turns out youve bee killing them all along and that is the first lethal shot that hits yourself. Then you fall to ( Read more... )

As the world passes, its stays beneath our feet ( Read more... )

I passed my road test whoot ^^

Don't ever let your pain and suffering or uneasiness go unheard. Speak how you feel, always. Never be false to those you love, because they dont know and they cant stop if they dont. If a problem is adressed at the earliest possible point, there's a stornger chance to fix. Even if you think its unfixable, its best to try and do so ( Read more... )

Jamie wants to move on away from me and wants me to do the same.........i didnt want that....at all..........*sighs* i guess i never can get what i want but oh well...i said my final farewell to jenn, its for the best that i dont care....i just finally got fed up with her shit, all she did was make me feel like shit, it wasnt worth keeping if thats ( Read more... )

plans after high school....james is probably gonna follow me so i'll have a frined throughout college which kicks ass. I'm gonna do clinton community college which is 3 miles from my house....james and nate r getting an apartment but i'll stay at home and bum here and there at other houses at random lmao.. those 2 r both going to clinton as well, ( Read more... )

W0ULD Y0U ( Read more... )

i went for a drive in the storm yesterday to see how i handled in the snow....and just maybe itd make me feel better to get away from the house and be alone for awhile....it did at first and when i got home, my mother was home, so i was at first restricted from games, the phone and internet, well now its just the phone for a week and shane cant ( Read more... )