never change.

"i'm a terrible decision-maker about the silliest things like what to wear to school or how to fix my hair - how the hell am i supposed to make decisions about my whole entire life?

my brain is a complete train wreck. "

:( :/  :)

so i stopped using this thing.  and there was a reason [[a good one]].  never had time and its kinda pointless anyway.  i'm thinking that just this once though, typing my thoughts out will help me think through some things.

I.  college vs. air force.

so, some of you may know that my dad has been talking to me a lot about a job in the air force ( Read more... )

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people ( Read more... )

my brain isn't stimulated like it used to be.  like about writing down my thoughts and being good at it.  i don't know why.  it's weird.  i wish it would come back / or this would go away.   blahhhhh.

i got my hair cut today.  it's the same haircut i've been getting for 2 years - it just looks way different cuz i let it grow out so much this time ( Read more... )

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A PERFECT CIRCLE GETS # 1  !?!?! WHAAAAAAAAAAAT?!

THAT'S INSANITY.

sure you can kinda get into it (i guess) but that song scares me.  creaky doors, screaming and weird noises.  then it's like "go back to sleep" over and over in scary voices.  god the video, with the sheep getting lasered and all that...agh.

boo.

i love ninety-one seven with my whole soul.

i wrote a post about it but not in here. (myspace)

top 30 has been mostly good, but their "shouldve made the list" list has all been all agreeable with me. take sherwood, for instance, why the hell didnt they make it? 'do this to ourselves' is amazing. its okay, whatev.

number one is coming up

there is no next year.

there is no college with my best friends, we're separating.

this is it.

and there isn't a bold-enough button for that statement in all of technology.

ugh.

it feels great to be working at the theatre again... :)    (well this weekend it will...)

taste of christmas, poli sci, work, swim meet (maybe not anymore b/c of work), english story to read before friday (shes crazy), math test (easy math or no easy math its still a test!)     BA-HUMBUG!

jkjk i love christmas.  i'm so pumped.

cross your ( Read more... )

i dont wanna talk about saturday (the game) there's too much to say - except that i LOVE BEING A PURPLE. i wouldnt trade my school for the world.

my favorite add (out of the 100 there were) from the paper was the one that said "Purple People Eaters" and had our senior offensive linemen on it.  best thing ever.

i'm in the senior supplement - you ( Read more... )