Why Now? I'm Sleepy and Bitchy

[zestyjesty]

I got this e-mail...I don't want to think about it right now...I don't want to accept apologies right now...I don't have the energy to right now. Already had to accept apologies from my dad this week and it takes a lot when the bitch in me screaming "DIE FUCKERS" or something to that extent. What do I do when I've lost all strength to be kind

Comments

[aldrig]

i know how you feel...i hate it when that happens and youre just like, ugh. yeah..

these notes are pissing me off. is anyone even listening to him? ugh! :)

my head hurts all tehw ay up my temple on the right side and my eyes are getting blurry :/ stupid headaches.

*hugz*
-- r

[zestyjesty]

I wasn't listening I was writing crap that I just posted...lol

[aldrig]

lol...that works too :D

[twistedpoetgal]

When you've lost the ability to be kind...join the club. I've been in that state of mind about 4 months now...

kri

[zestyjesty]

yaa...well i love that about me and hate it at the same time...hehe

Bitch-o'rama!

[twistedpoetgal]

Yeah well...today I lost it and was a total bitch to Steve..Kinda hit a breaking point of niceness...after working 45 hours this last week coming home and seeing the apartment I cleaned being totally messy..even though I KNOW he's too weak to put everything away..it drove me NUTS! hehe Soo I turned into a bitch for about 20 minutes...bwahaha the rath of me....thank god he understandsI was just emotional and being stupid..he's great at getting me to calm down...now if I could only make him propose..:P

-Kri

Re: Bitch-o'rama!

[zestyjesty]

lol...you should give him a ring you get from one of those quarter machines