I FORESEE EMOTIONAL TRAUMA!!!paragonishMay 27 2008, 23:24:41 UTC
what is your emotional achilles heel? what is the cruelest thing someone could say to you? what if it was said by the person you love and trust the most?
being told I'm worthless or useless. because um, as much as I kind of really don't like myself, I do think I'm worth something.
"I don't need you." it's, um, it's complicated. I kind of live in fear that my friends don't need me, and deep down I really don't think that they do. I think Andrew and Warren would be a lot happier without me. no one would keep them grounded, they could be as crazy or whatever as they want. but um, that's just in my own head. to hear it from them just. it's happened before. Warren's said it before, Andrew kind of said it before he killed me. and it's like the whole world is bottoming out. just. I can deal with not being useful to the rest of the world but. yeah. obviously I forgave them but it's still there. dskjfskdlj so there's your answer.
I can't stand to see women or children hurt. I will lose it.
"Why didn't you think it through?"
She's dead. I'm sure she would have said it, though. No one ever has. If they do, I have no answer. To face your greatest mistake head on is inhumanely difficult.
Blows to my pride. And look, I'm not going into it.
Wouldn't you know it, but it takes a lot to actually get to me! I can't think of one specific thing that would set me off. I don't do well with people insulting my competency at the hospital, or implying that I'd ever do wrong to my patients, but again, the pride thing.
Oh please, like that hasn't happened about a thousand times. Thick skin's important, kiddo.
um. not really? I think I did during supervillainy (killing = bad, we're crime lords not murderers, um etc.) but it's kind of different now. now it's just more like. everyone deserves a second chance. Babylon is a second chance, okay. infinite chances. um, yeah.
That depends. As a reaper, no. Everyone dies, and I am there to neither assist nor prevent; only to usher. As a human, of course I do. I try to remain a pacifist, but for those who see fit to willingly do harm, I may step in.
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what is the cruelest thing someone could say to you?
what if it was said by the person you love and trust the most?
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"I don't need you." it's, um, it's complicated. I kind of live in fear that my friends don't need me, and deep down I really don't think that they do. I think Andrew and Warren would be a lot happier without me. no one would keep them grounded, they could be as crazy or whatever as they want. but um, that's just in my own head. to hear it from them just. it's happened before. Warren's said it before, Andrew kind of said it before he killed me. and it's like the whole world is bottoming out. just. I can deal with not being useful to the rest of the world but. yeah. obviously I forgave them but it's still there. dskjfskdlj so there's your answer.
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"Why didn't you think it through?"
She's dead. I'm sure she would have said it, though. No one ever has. If they do, I have no answer. To face your greatest mistake head on is inhumanely difficult.
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Wouldn't you know it, but it takes a lot to actually get to me! I can't think of one specific thing that would set me off. I don't do well with people insulting my competency at the hospital, or implying that I'd ever do wrong to my patients, but again, the pride thing.
Oh please, like that hasn't happened about a thousand times. Thick skin's important, kiddo.
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And people wonder why I never made it past Residency Director.
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god damn it.
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