It has been two years since I last attempted an update. For the sake of my own memories, I maintain other forms of writing ( Read more... )

for the sake of myself i've missed a lot. i've seen too much and now i know too little ( Read more... )

right now nico is being a wiggler on the couch and i just need some self time before 11pm ( Read more... )

i've been awake since 5:45am ( Read more... )

one week ago my world was brought to a halt, melted, exploded and reformed in a matter of minuets. it was probly the meds more than anything but it wasn't pain i was feeling.. i was just scared. in moments another human would inhale. one more than there was hours before. one more person to teach and learn from. i was scared of being tethered ( Read more... )

i'm cleaning the bathroom right now but the smell of the bleach is making my nose hurt ( Read more... )

i'm bored ( Read more... )

i'm off all week.... how boring. ian just left for work and now i have not much to do. lame

oof ( Read more... )

okay so i hate when the cat starts attacking my feet when i'm dead asleep ( Read more... )