CONFESSION

[zharac]

i used to be a really overly nice person when i lived in california. I would do anything for anyone out of the kindness of my heart. I was often taken advantage of, and at the time i didnt care because i was just glad i had friends. Many people dont know this but in mid, and elementary school i didnt have many friends and i was often humiliated and

Comments

Wow...

[asics_johnson]

Powerful stuff. I think it might find a better place in a private entry, or an actual journal... but powerful stuff nevertheless. I'm glad to see you finally realize that you can't be perfect, no matter what you do. No one can, despite what they tell you. Personally, I think you're about as close to being a perfect girlfriend as any guy could ask for. The fact that you had sex once before has no bearing on this whatsoever. I think you put too much emphasis on this. I mean, I'm guilty of the same thing you're guilty of, if not moreso, and it doesn't seem to bother you a whole hell of a lot. We're living in the here and now. What happened a year ago, five years ago, or ten years ago, has no impact on our relationship. At least, that's how I feel, from a dirty boyfriend point of view