It's been a few months since I updated my journal with that long winded, colorfully worded, and very much private entry I put forth last time.  Honestly, I wish I could make that last entry open to the public, but I really can't do so without it inevitably being taken the wrong way and resulting in grudges being held from all sorts of different ( Read more... )

I've been wanting to write this entry for a while, but I haven't been able to find the words with which to do so. Honestly, I doubt I'll ever find the exact way to express the number of changes in my life over the last couple of years... but I'm going to try. I am a completely different man than I was not only two years ago, but two months ago. ( Read more... )

George Carlin died today. Saddest thing I've heard in a long time. :'-(

I'm off to Sin City tomorrow morning...

... and I think I have finally caught chicken pox. Fuckin' A.

----- I've been working out like a madman for the last week or two, and man, it's wearing me out. I can't remember what you call the routine, exactly, but there is definitely a name for it. What I've been doing is, four or five times a week, just working out certain parts of my body until I absolutely cannot do it any more. Dumbbell curls ( ( Read more... )

Another suggestion I have received is to write letters to the people who I would never actually mail one to. It is supposed to help me get things off my chest, and be able to say them as if those people were really listening. So, that's what I'm gonna do ( Read more... )

"... but that's their cross to bear, not mine ( Read more... )

I haven't slept much in the last couple of days. I've had so much stuff on my mind the last couple of days, it's been ridiculous. Not that it's a bad thing to have a lot of stuff on the brain, because it's not. It's kind of exciting, actually. However, in trying to get a good night's sleep, having a restless mind equals having a restless night ( Read more... )

- Apparently, the only way to truly get over the thing with Jenna is to forgive her for what she did, and move on. I'm having one hell of a problem understanding this. Maybe you can help, whoever you are. How, exactly, is one supposed to "forgive" someone who has had nothing but a severely negative impact on you, and how you live your life? I ( Read more... )

Yeah. I haven't had one of those nights in a long time ( Read more... )