looking for a window into your soul.
if and when i find it, will the blinds be closed?
looking for a window into your heart.
if and when i find it, will the inside be dark?
looking for a window into your mind.
if and when i find it, will we both be tongue-tied?

i know i've been really bad at keeping up with this journal. i hereby promise to ...try ...harder. yep.
but for now i've got to go clean my kitchen... so here are some recent pics instead.


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okay, i'm going to be honest here. i'm a fucking mess. i'm not writing this for attention, or pity, or encouragement. i just need to vent i guess, to vent and be heard. that's all. i don't need responses. i've been a fucking nut case for about two years now. self-isolation, self-destruction, and the sort. i just sat done to play a song that i wrote ( Read more... )

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just take this candle, it's the one you gave to me ( Read more... )

i had the most bizarre dream a few nights ago! unfortunately upon waking my memory of it has been scrambled, so i remember chunks, but not what order these chunks go in. if they have an order... i think they go in circles too ( Read more... )

ooh, today is all overcast and autumny. my favorite kind of weather. too bad it's supposed to freeze tonight. i don't take to the cold very well ( Read more... )

this really sucks. i was just looking through some old folders i have on my email account of emails from years ago and i came across a folder of emails from puck. and this was the first one i opened, it's from may of 2004 ( Read more... )

so are you justified now? are you satisfied?

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