So hope is my curse. I lost faith a long time ago but it’s hope that keeps me from forgetting. Excuse me while I go vomit over the human condition.

what doesn't kill us makes us stranger.

an old-timer from the a.a. group i've been going to, someone who influenced me quite a bit in getting my ass off smack again (as well as influenced my dad in his sobriety), died today from a cerebral hemorrhage. i went to see him in the hospital yesterday while he was on life support, but it's still quite shocking to me considering that i just saw ( Read more... )

i just got three big ass pieces of Lapis lazuli in the mail from a complete stranger. they're oh so wonderful. good times.

As you're bony fingers close around me ( Read more... )

oh it's been quite a while since i last wrote anything, lordy lordy. these past 6 months or so have been chocked full of obstacles and issues, mostly health related in one way or another, which have been demanding most of my attention. i've been one sick pup. but things are looking up. i feel healthy today, or rather healthier. i've still got a ( Read more... )

i now have a damn good reason to take out my plugs and let my gaged ear lobes shrink back up to there natural size ( Read more... )

well i picked up zen from the vet yesterday after having her fixed. for the past several months she's been spending a good deal of time roaming the house, howling and harassing the other cats (all of which are male and fixed and somewhat perplexed about how to react to her horny ramblings). i think the anesthetics are starting to wear off tho, so i ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my first day of classes this semester. i'm really glad that i picked class times that were later in the day than 8:00 in the morning, i always had a rally big problem with getting myself out of bed to get to school when it's that early, and also staying awake in class. but i don't have to worry about that, yay! all my professors ( Read more... )

oh, kansas city is crazy. and cold and windy. and the museums rock. and annie rocks! but now i'm back in denton and school starts for me on wednesday. and that's about it.

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