Here is to taking a leap of faith...Here is hoping in the future....here is to hoping that hard work pays off...here is to the unknown ( Read more... )

Something has to give ( Read more... )

so apparently being sick for the last 4 days has helped me lose weight! Go figure....who would have thunk that sleeping, eating, and then sleeping some more would allow me to lose weight. I have not been to the gym in 4 days. i am super worried about how bad tomorrow is going to be. grrrrr ( Read more... )

today my knee hurts. I dont suppose its from the incline of 9 on the treadmill.

I am sick of my friends allowing themselves to be someone elses convenience rather than a priority. you all get hurt and i hve to pick up the pieces....its a good thing I love you all.

Ive just been blah. I have tried to focus my anger in the gym. today i did 4. 25 miles on the elliptical. I average 9 minutes a mile. Im getting there! Its just frustrated because the hard work at 4:45am aren't really showing on the scale. For now I just keep plugging along because what other options do I have....give up? Its hard to admit defeat ( Read more... )

Im beyond frustrated. I hate all of this. I have been getting up at 4:45am working out. Oh yeah. but I am not getting anything out of it except lack of sleep ( Read more... )

i joined a gym. I hate gyms...well i love how they make me feel, but I hate the feeling of everyone looking at the fat kid. I got at 5am so that mostly there are only old people there. I also wear the most bland colors so not to draw attention to myself. How ridiculous right ( Read more... )

As I begin a new chapter in my life I have realized I am very unhappy with many things around me. Most I do not have the power to control ( Read more... )

I know its been awhile since I have posted ( Read more... )

I am tired. it is exhausting keeping track of everything I eat and trying to lose. Grrr. the 240s suck and I just want to be in the 230s. lol.