Moving back to Gainesville this Saturday. The commute is going to suck, but I can't live in Fredericksburg anymore. I'm so unhappy here.

I've decided, money willing, that I'm going to get a Biology BS and a Masters in Wildlife Biology. I'm going to do what I always wanted and be a conservationist.

Student loans will be my best friend now.

If I didn't have this job, I wouldn't stay in Fredericksburg...

But I'm just so unhappy right now...I don't know what to do.

I talked to Aaron briefly yesterday, but it seems like he doesn't even want to talk unless I've found someplace else to live.

I could never cut someone out of my life who's been my best friend and only love for three years. I just don't understand it.

Made myself spaghetti for dinner. It's no fun cooking for just yourself, but I haven't been eating that much and spaghetti is one of my favorites. I got a peach from a farmstand and had that with some vanilla ice cream...so that was good ( Read more... )

First night of actually being alone in the apartment. Mom slept over last night and my sister did the night before. I don't want to be alone with my thoughts ( Read more... )

After three years...he didn't even try...he left and hasn't even tried to call to see if I'm okay...to talk about it...nothing. Three years and he's just going to leave it. I feel sick.

Aaron and I broke up....I feel like everything is just falling all around me...

Aaron and I are having a Unite for Change house party today. I just hope people show up! Lol. I think people will...we have about 12 signed up on MyBO and then some that are just showing up. Luckily our apartment is small so 12 people will look like a lot...lol. I will take pictures. We've been meeting with an Obama rep. and he's going to be there ( Read more... )

A corporation so big it can save the cacao tree:

Big Chocolate.

Thoughts?

Looking for jobs in Fredericksburg...

It's taking awhile and I feel quite useless.

Also, it's lonely sitting around all day with nothin' to do! I hope these interviews and applications and all that jazz pan out into a job...

I wish I had more friends around here so I wouldn't be so lonely.