Sam L. Mercedes and Melissa are here ( Read more... )

HMMMMM ( Read more... )

god is realy trying to curse me...

ok so jake isnt mad at me...

jake wants to be my friend...

jeremy and i like eacholther alot...

jeremy is jakes brother...

marissa and ben go back out...

at least she's happy...

jake still misses me...

im confussed...

Saturday he cried over me to me mom at his house...

Sunday he was pissed at me...

today he only ( Read more... )

ok friday TOUCH IN INOPPROPRATE PLACES WEEKEND
Great america
saturday
party
Jeremy came over
watch ben get drunk
had jello shot
had hot sex(whine)
had lots of moms wine and some miller light
oo was that good
went to bed at 3 am

hello ( Read more... )

ok well jacob told me he loved me last night and i didnt say it back because i sont think he knows what the woed love means, and i also dont feel as strongly for him as i did for quuintin and jon jon. Im not even sure if i love him. there are so many other things but only one person who can hear them and who will listen. im so confused after school ( Read more... )

Lovely Lovelys Lovies lol

bike trip tommorrow

farewell to tristan

Farewll to jacob for a night'

hello to my bike

good bye to un growned (jacob) i hope

hello kisses im so bored

im so bored i loved last night it was great k=just like jacob ooo i <3 him so much we kissed like 8 times last night i fell asleep on him to at his house in his basement while watch pirates of the carribeans i felt bad becasuse we were by the rocks by the lake and we satr on the bench and jeremy cracked a joke about me and i kickeed him right ( Read more... )

omfg i am so fricking happy!!! Why? you may be asking. Well okay I was soppost to go to the mall yesterday but I didnt because I didnt realy feel like it and I wanted to hag out with jacob so I did that and omg Ben got a Go-Kart ooo was that fun. but ben went home like 10 min after i was there because he had to watch his brother but then it was me ( Read more... )

Were are you god damn it I miss you stop watching tv or playing guitar or what ever you are doing and come get me ( Read more... )