it's weird the effect that life-changing events can have on a person. sometimes it challenges you. sometimes it discourages you. sometimes it excites you ( Read more... )

PROLOGUE ( Read more... )

i have figured out why i am so unhappy. i don't feel successful. i am not successful in seeking quality employment. i don't have school in which to succeed. i don't have clubs where i can contribute. anything i do for adam's band isn't good enough to actually be useful. i can't make adam happy. he doesn't want me to do anything to help him ( Read more... )

words can't sum up what all there is to say right now.

all my bags are packed
i'm ready to go

...but where do i go from here? i'm tired of starting over. yet, i don't want to settle simply because i'm tired of trying.

will i regret this? will he change? will WE change?

does he even care?

i just want my mommy.

it's hard to smile when you look around at your world and realize that no one would be affected if you weren't in it ( Read more... )

it's odd how emotions control everything when they take a mind to do so ( Read more... )

got news today that i should be able to drop the extra religion class. i came across the department chair by accident and asked him about that graduate seminar i took. he told me that he imagined it should count. i just have to come in on wednesday to get the paperwork taken care of ( Read more... )

having a shitty start to my last semester at gw. well, i guess i should give a few more updates before that ( Read more... )

Currently I am sitting at JFK airport in New York awaiting my departure to Israel. I can't lie: I'm nervous. In part because I don't know what to expect; in part because I worry about folks back home; in part because I hate the feeling of missing out on my life. I think it will be a very fun and exciting experience and am looking forward to it ( Read more... )

I've done 107 out of 150 things ( Read more... )