2...number of finals i have left
5...days until finals are completely over
6...days until i start working for graduation
11..days until i start working for bbyo
92..total number of pages i've written this semester
0...amount of motivation remaining

i don't know what i did to vishal. but he won't talk to me.

i miss izzle my nizzle.

i haven't talked to tom since roasting marshmallows at cosi.

*sigh*

where have you all gone?

i just need to know that i'm a good person

that's all

a few days ago i wanted to post a really poetic story i had in my head. it would have been great. but i was too lazy to actually type in the web address (i usually just view my site for comments via a bookmark and then my friends' sites off of that). so i didn't post it. instead, i'm posting about the post i never posted...
i was going to say ( Read more... )

maybe it's for the best that i'll be able to get a week's worth of work done.

plus, everyone needs comedy central and robert frost without any distractions.

sometimes i feel like i've been excessively bad to people. i feel like i've been manipulative or insincere or rude. i feel like i misrepresent myself to the extent that they misunderstand me. then, i feel as if this is some sort of subliminally cruel aspect of myself that i try to pretend doesn't exist. then i get confused on what does and ( Read more... )

happy one year and one day anniversary, rachael and seth.

why, thank you.

classes started yesterday. i think it will be a fun semester. i've decided not to take violin. not like that will drastically reduce the amount of work i'll have; but it will allow me the chance to have a break between arabic and my two back-to-back classes on tuesday and thursday ( Read more... )

my head is spinning more than it has in a long time.
looking forward to getting trashed sunday.
not feeling love where i need it.
...i'll stop at that.

i go back in 4 days and 2 hours. i love it there. yet, knowing i will be away from here for so long makes me hesitant to cheer. i love my family. i love having no responsibility. i love sleeping when i want to for how long i want to. i love staying home ALL the time. i love the temple here ( Read more... )