yeah so me and alder went to Panama City Beach today. it was awesome. at first i was a little disappointed because it said it was going to be partly cloudy. but besides the clouds we saw driving there, there were none at all!! it was great. we got there at 11am and stayed till about 4. defintely got some good rays today! it was very relaxing and i ( Read more... )

i just hope that i am atleast 83% liked by people. ... meaning i hope 83% of the people i've met actually think i'm a good michelle. all i need is that 83%. the rest of the 17% can go put their heads in toilets.

some little girl at the bank today told me i look like the girl from American Idol!!!! hehe...it was so cute. apparently i made it pretty far in the competition. very amusing since i can't hold a note like it was my frickin job

i don't write in here that often, so just talk to me to see what's up!!

my hands---they're not yours, they're my own.

all i have to say is...
i can't wait to get out. to start anew. to get on. to go on. to forget. to believe. to be.

we went to this river in marianna, fl today.
man o man was it awesome!!
it was like one of those lazy rivers, you know? so we got a cooler full of beer and just floated down.
got some sun, got a buzz, splashed around, and had myself a great old time.
i went with really cool people.
i'm really happy with the friends i've made up here in tally.

it's ( Read more... )

yeah, so i am tired...
tired of looking around and just wishing and looking at me and just becoming so upset.
was i really meant to be this miserable??
i don't get it, i'm a good person. i really am, i should get some joy in my life.

i think i'm going to cry
i think i already am

i love my friends!!!

i think i have lost my interest in drinking..
i don't think i want to do it as much anymore