What I love ( Read more... )

Damn the frustration and the not being able to make sense of everything I'm feeling or even be able to voice what it is once I've figured it out. I don't know ( Read more... )

"At least she didn't munch on another chick's box."
-Jonathan Silgan Ng

"Jon do you have number 9 and 15?!"
"You can't do this to me anymore you're making an old man out of me."
-Jon's boss

my stomach feels ick from eating greasy food. ICK.

I saw a picture of someone from the past and it made me feel ick too. Just thinking of anything from that time gives me weird feelings. I don't regret my past, but I don't look back fondly on all of it.

Except for Adam. Adam I'll look at fondly all the time.

Today was not so much of a good day. In fact it was damn discouraging. Do you ever get the feeling like no matter how hard you try at something you still won't succeed? I've had that for a couple of weeks now. For some reason I'm still trying. Only a few tears of frustration ( Read more... )

some people want it all

I have this metal box in my room with a pink and blue combination lock on it. It houses: a weird book, journals that I've kept since I was in 7th grade, and my book of "lessons." It was another day for opening that one up. And then I realized that one of my more private forms of "outlet" I always just leave on my floor. I looked at that today ( Read more... )

My head hurts
My knee hurts
I walked by a guy who was peeing in the parking lot today. He grinned at me like the perv he was.
There is a dead rat in front of my apartment complex
I am either going to be unemployed this summer or end up working at Matt's Gourmet Hotdogs.
Shit fuck ass

I had lunch with Juli today and it was great.

Just after my discussion last night of things that I wanted comes this very big feeling of relief. It was so nice to feel like someone else knew what I was saying and had gone through it too.

Oh Mister Sun Sun Mister golden sun please shine down on me.

I love my new Rascal Flatts CD.

BAH just after I say that I think I'll wait on the jeans I buy a pair. Damn my self restraint.

I talked to Adam. That was nice. No matter how much I think I should think things through on my own he always shows me that it's just better to talk to him about it if I can.

IIiiiiiiiiiiiii just bought myself a new country CD. WOOT WOOT.