I'm not sure who even reads this anymore. I have another blog in which I tend to post various musings about life and I write constantly either on my computer or in my notebooks. I write all the time, yet I have not written here since September. I wonder if Livejournal is falling out of vogue. I wonder if it even matter if what I write here is read ( Read more... )

In my dreams last night you came back for me. You had found your courage for spontaneous life. You told your complacency good bye and you left it, and her. And you came back to me ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I'm floating along enjoying what life brings me and really feeling like I want to be in the moment. Then, bam. Shit hits the fan. I round the bend of this beautiful serene river of life and stare into the ripping rapids ahead. Before I even have time to react I'm in them, trying to keep my boat from tipping, trying not to crash into a ( Read more... )

I find it hard to remember who I was when I fell in love for the first time. Or rather I find that it's hard for me to feel the way that I felt back then. I feel like I've lost some innocence, which part of me misses but mostly I'm glad it's gone. I was a hopefully depressing romantic. Unrequited love was all that I had known my whole life, and ( Read more... )

I do have a blog that I'm posting to on a regular basis so I have been neglecting live journal. It's a strange relationship that I have with LJ. It used to be the only site that I wrote about anything on but now between my blog and Facebook, I feel like I don't have much to say on it. I worry that I'll use up all my inspiration here and not have ( Read more... )

Do you know how difficult it is to untangle a mess of yarn or string? Just when you think you found the solution you have to loop back around and try another way. That's a lot like how my life feels. I'm sure most people are actually no stranger to this phenomenon. Life is cyclical and the cycles always overlap ( Read more... )

It's the end of January. It's cold. I'm bored with everything. My "No Sweets" resolution is over and I want to eat 12 cream puffs. But I won't. I won't really do anything about my boredom except grin and bear it ( Read more... )

I've neglected you my LJ friends, and after you've been so good to me! For shame ( Read more... )

I have been growing a lot. I'm starting to realize that growth should be a "constant" state for people. It's when you're "stable" that you are stagnant ( Read more... )

I was going to start my new blog yesterday but I've been feeling so funky lately that I haven't had the energy to give to starting a new project. So I'm shooting for the 1st of September, instead ( Read more... )